Wednesday, May 27, 2015
Life has been crazy. I've made it that way. It's a busy season on the ranch, but I've also been busy with photography (and trying to learn more programs to get better at photography), keeping kids alive, waiting for my sister to have her baby (she did!), and looking at a summer filled with "stuff" while trying not to have a panic attack.
And...well, this little one inside is sucking the life out of me. In a good, good way.
I haven't been blogging. I've barely been gramming. And, I'm lucky if I get a weekly photo taken of the kids these days.
My meal planning has gone out the window. I have a call-back list a mile long (yet I cannot seem to find an extra five minutes to even pick up the phone - and honestly, when I do have an extra five, I can't imagine picking up the phone). And, I've lost every ounce of patience that had slowly built up inside.
Life is good. Yet, I'm in a slump. 90% of me thinks this will get better once I cross over into the glorious 2nd trimester. But that 10% is afraid it won't.
I don't do it all by any means, but sometimes I just have those moments/days/weeks where it seems like I just barely get by.
I feel like the blog hasn't been well planned or very thought-provoking. I haven't kept up with any of the blogs/friends I typically do. I feel like we've lived on sandwiches and pizza for weeks. And, my kids might tell you that I've "lost it" more than I care to admit.
I know things will get better. I know that I naturally put too much pressure on myself...even for the tiniest of things.
But there you have it :) Why I haven't been blogging...why it may continue this way for a bit. I'm not sad. I'm not even crying out for help. Just letting you in on the crazy and looking forward to regaining composure.